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Saturday, June 30, 2007

``_____.*woOtiies`!!!.#

wOsh`!!! hahas, woke up quite earlii to do d chores den headed dwn to d shp, den DD bring mi to Ubi to take my BTT, gosh, so scary nohs, wen takin d trail test i was like, aiya still cans lors, nt bad nahs, budden aftr d trail test, i gt abt 67-7 wrong nehs, den i gt so worried, budden in d end wen durin d atcual test, my harrt strted pumpin faster...gosh, i was so scared, wen d test strted i wasted no time, i quickly rid and do it nohs, i nva leave anii blanks for mii to go back to attempt it again, i jus finish it off 1s and for all, den wen i finished d lst q, i quickly click on d end test button and den yes, and while it was loadin, my harrt goes faster again, den phew, i saw d wrd passed...gosh...scary ehh...den aftr tt i went to book d FTT straight awae, cos i gt no time to lose, aftr tt went to fetch my granny to mit up wif jie and aunties dey all to go makan at d restruant where dey have gt entertainment entertainin u as though it's d 7th mth or d lunar calenderand den gt d chen jian bing and d ah nan ge hostin dee...hahas, den aftr tt took a bus hm, den here i am bloggin...

aniiways, if anii1 noes of anii fone which can restricts unknown nos. pls lemme noe, i nid it, i dun wanna have anii more foreign nos. callin, regardless of hu eva it is...even if ur hse d private no, den well, tts jus too bad...

1:24 AM Z

Friday, June 29, 2007

``_____.*new shoes again`!!!.#

TODAE

well, todae was like a nt veri smooth dae cos, i woke up l8, den i pia cab dwn, lil dis i found out tt d boss was nt der, damn it la, den aftr tt d shp closed at 3, so i gt nuttin much to do todae, so i tot, well, at last i can go hm and gt sum rest, den while i was at d bus-stp, Alfian called`!!! gosh, it's so swt of him to olwaes call mi up wen he cums ova to s'pore...he jus arrived todae frm indo and den he'll nid to go back to Aussie at nite alr, see hw swt he is to even call mii up durin dis few hrs...aniiways, i met up wif him, thank god d shp closed earlii todae, if nt i will nhave a chance to mit up wif him dis time...aniiways, it was reali realii swt of him to even take d trouble to mit mii up while his flights schdule is quite tite...yaas...den aftr tt we went to Marina Sq to have Swensen's for dinner, and den to Carefour to get Alfian's chips and den we headed hm as he nids to rush to d airport by 9 to gt in time for his flight at 12...yaas. den aftr tt i went to MM's shp to slack awhile den went hm wif dem le...so my half dae was jus wasted like tt le...

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wOahs, went to Bugis aftr wrk to collect my reserved shoe, i love shoes`!!! yeahs, den aftr tt went to Hock's father funeral, sad case lahs, den after tt went hm le...

1:42 AM Z

Monday, June 25, 2007

``_____.*tired.#

gosh, aftr wrk went to gt my heels, damn it, d workmanship sux cans, budden d shoes are realii 9s if onii i cld have dem all...i wld`!!! aniiways, yaas, i reserved anothr shoe at Bugis branch, cos Sengkang branch dun have my size, onii d othr colour gt, so i made my reservation and i'm gonna collect it on Sat aftr wrk`!!!

todae is like so borin, i simply wasted my hols jus like tt, ppl spend their hols wif their familiies and love ones, bt...look at wat i'm doin, i'm goin to wrk frm mon-sun, gt off dae machiam dun have, cos gt 2 god damn job la`!!! and i regret takin up IAP`!!! gggrrr`!!!

11:31 PM Z

Sunday, June 24, 2007

``_____.*LOW~~.#

hhhmmm, still feelin low, my stomach dun feel gd, ask Jess to try to go wrk earlii, she ended up jus 9s den reach, diaos nohs...aniiways, i guess it's time i go on DIET`!!! pls do not ask mii to eat aniithng, i'll strt stavin myslf, and stuff myslf wif dos pills, no more chip, no more titbits, no more candies`!!! onii water`!!! and nuttin bt water`!!!

i nid to go for S/W wen sch reopens`!!! pls motivate mii`!!! and durin lunch time pls ask mii nt to eat`!!! thank you`!!! and wat's nxt`? i'll jus go hm and slp earyday, and den drink water...

12:13 AM Z

Saturday, June 23, 2007

``_____.*feelin s2pid`? or`?.#

well, i was jus checkin my mail awhile ago, and guess wat...i received a mail frm my Birthday Alarm, and d tittle goes like tt "First reminder for Dear Dear's birthday on Friday June 29th", a weird feelin sudd strucked mii in d harrt...i dunnow hw to describe it la...it feels like it's swirlin`? spinnin`? kena poked`? kena smack`? kena...i dunnoe alreadii...

aniiways, i woke up l8 todae, luckily i wasn't l8 for wrk, if nt ltr my remarks no gd...hurhurrs`!!! den aftr wrk, i went to my granny's hse to makan, cos she cooked and den ask mii go makan, so i go, actualii dun wanna go dee, budden she called mii up personally, so i went dwn la...and den my cousin came back frm his camp wif his gf wif him...d gf is like so rude...ill mannered brat`!!! wen she came she nva even call ppl nohs, well, i dun expect u to call mi, bt, at least give my granny sum respect, u can simply call "auntie", and den say "ehh, hi`!!" to us...it's jus so simple...ur mother nva teach u si bo...and wen u left u oso nva say bye to aniibodii, dis kind is d most basic thng in manners alreadii cans...and u dun even have...gosh`!!! dun say go bf hse la, even if u go to jus a morn fren hse, u shld oso greet ppl cans...

12:39 AM Z

Friday, June 22, 2007

``_____.*fcuk it`!!! shut d fcuk up`!!!.#

shut d fcuk up u selfish bitch`!!! u onii thnk for urslf, fcuk it la`!!! i noe ur motive`!!! damn u`!!!
all we wanted was to settle dis issue ASAP`!!! y are u onii thnkin abt urslf and nt sparin a tot for othrs`? y are u so slf centred`? parents sent u to sch for nuttin dee arhs`? ur teacher nva teach u arhs`? dun u even understand, y cnt u jus b more understandin`?

wearin a mask, fakin d smile...

12:11 AM Z

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

``_____.*3rd day of my IAP.#

Well, todae IAP same same nohs, nuttin to do, typed an appeal letter, den do filing, abt 4+ i gt nuttin to do le, so in d end, i slack slack till i go dwn d shp den hlp dem fold joss paper...hahas, y did i end up foldin joss paper for my IAP`? hahas, i'm paid to slack and fold joss paper at IAP`? hahas, aniiways, ppl der all nt bad la...all quite frenly dee...though gt nobodii my age dee, budden d aunties all nt bad nohs...

9:03 PM Z

Monday, June 18, 2007

``_____.*where was it`?.#

TODAE

woahs, 1st dae of attachment, damn it my new heels broke in d mid of d road, haven even reached d place nia tio liddat, aniiways wen i reached hm my legs almost kill mii, gosh. d feelin was realii OMG nohs`!!! sigh...aniiways, tml still nid to go dwn and con't doin dos bo liao d thngs...sians...

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wOahs`!!! luckily yst dun have to wrk, cos Eileen, Zakir and Jess hlp mii, phew, den i can go buy my clothes for tt god damn attachment thng, in d end, bot d shoe frm Charles and Keith, d 1 i said veri 9s on payday and den Joleen bot it, hahas, nw i gt a pair of my own`!!! yesh`!!! and den bot a hand bag, OMG, dun belive g3rl takin a handbag, can u imagine hw disgusting it is`? gOsh`!!!

9:09 PM Z

Saturday, June 16, 2007

``_____.*isolatin is d best solution to d prob`?.#

well, it's been long since i last blog, der are thngs tt i dun wanna remind myslf of, mayb tts y...sch hols strts todae...so wats wif sch hols`? i've gt plans for myslf dis hols, plans for no1 bt myslf`!!!

mon-fri IAP sun and sat PF, hws`?

i dun wan anii1 to contact mii for d time bein, nt till i've found d g3rl i use to b...so pls do not contact mii unless impt...u won't wanna mess arnd wif mii in dis state...u'll gt it...big time`!!!

I'm so tired, i dun wanna do aniithng, aries said i shld bt sum rest...budden again hw to rest wen der are so manii thngs tt nided my attention`? hw to rest wen der are so manii thngs tt i nided to attend to`? hw to get rest wen der are so manii thngs yet so lil time for mii`?

where is d g3rl ppl use to noe`? d 1 hu stand so tall and use to b so strong...

u owaes see tt smile on my face bt...u'll nva see "tt" smile again...i'm jus like d gal hu lost her smile...

i choose d way i wan ppl to see mii...

der's anothr mii in mii...

1:10 AM Z